1. What do I fear the most?
4 of Pentacles
The having/not having cycle. Feast or famine. Letting go of what little I do have to make room for more.
2. How can I overcome this fear?
Have faith that Justice will be served for me, thus eliminating the financial/material worries from the previous card.
3. How can you learn to love the fear instead?
5 of Wands
I can recognize the value and necessity of competition (something I’ve always hated!) in getting that Justice. Once that is attained, I will be on the HAVING side of the 4 of Pents instead of the perpetual NOT HAVING side.